/Saturday, June 26, 2004/
Currently playing: Silverchair - Anna's Song
Current mood: tired
Currently thinking: i always say im tired. i always am tired.
Today's horoscope: You know your limits, but does everyone else? It's up to you to speak up if you aren't feeling comfortable about where things are going.
Message: just a quick post because this song is too good not to be shared. more so the lyrics but the song is pretty damn good too. read all the way through. it looks like it repeats but it doesnt.
The Spill Canvas - Tide
And there's three, count 'em three
children playing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach
There's Veronica
She's biting her lip
as she watches the waves turn white at the tip
And there's Vada
Radiating with joy
and luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy
And lastly there's Dade
His hair dances in the wind
and he's wondering what love is
And why it has to end
And he can't understand
how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly..
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
and live for the moment now
And there's three, count 'em three
children growing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach
There's Veronica
She's licking her lips
as she waits for her real, first passionate kiss
And there's Vada
Can't admit her jealousy
of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty
Lastly there's Dade
Still sitting on the dock
Ponders his life, and he skips his rocks
And he wonders when his father will return
but he's not coming back
And he can't understand
how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly..
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard
And there's three, count 'em three
children missing from the beach
They were eager to learn,
to be taught and to teach
But the sad thing
is that they never lived pass the age of fifteen
due to neglect from their mother
Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father
She didn't even notice, or pay much attention
as the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean
Now all her advice, it seems useless
No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you touch her and feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completly real, so forget anything you've heard
and live for the moment now
sometimes the hardest thing to see
is yourself
x 10:47 PM
/Thursday, June 17, 2004/
Currently playing: Radiohead - Amnesaic
Current mood: tired
Currently thinking: fish are so cool
Today's horoscope: You have the mouthpiece and the whole world is listening. So make it good.
Message: what the fuck kind of horoscope is that
but i am too weak to be your cure
i know forever isnt long
enough to forget the
faces and places that
played out your tragedy.
our memory defeats us
all. // boys night out
when my friends all say
im crazy, maybe im
being selfish. maybe
im just scared
// the get up kids
i guess this is what they call killing yourself in small doses
dreams are always crushing
when they don't come true.
but it's the simple dreams
that are often the most
painful because they seem
so personal, so resonable,
so attainable. you're always
close enough to touch, but
never quite close enough
to hold, and it's enough to
break your heart.
// nicholas sparks
i'll need you now, more
like yesterday, the last
day i could see you smile
// hawthorne heights
oh. why. cant. i. be. what. you. need.
and i've become content
with this life that i lead
where i drink too much
and don't believe in much
of anything and i lie to
myself and say
" its for the best "
we're moving forward
but we're holding
ourselves back, and
we're waiting on
something that will never
come.. // straylight run
sometimes the hardest thing to see
is yourself
x 11:09 PM
/Wednesday, May 26, 2004/
Currently playing: Straylight Run - Existentialism On Prom Night
Current mood: tired
Currently thinking: .. bad bad omens ..
Today's horoscope: eh.. its too late for this shit.. i read it this morning in tech photo.. it was good
Message: as you can tell.. i'm currently having layout ADD.. but this one is pretty sick.. even though im too tired, annoyed and frustrated to figure out why the black box isnt holding the text and why the scrollbar isnt there and... *yAwN*... anyway.. still a sick layout.. its the old time texas chainsaw massacre.. not that shitty new version.. good nite all
i'm sinking like a stone in the sea
i'm burning like a bridge for your body
// brand new
like a bad star, i'm
falling faster down
to him... he's the
only one who knows
what it is to burn
// finch (some words edited)
when i'm talking to
myself, i'd always
rather be talking
to you...
// brand new
the sun shines sometimes just for you
// spitalfield
oh how wrong we were
to think immortality
meant never dying
// my chemical romance
choose your blade and
carve your name into
my heart.. soothe the
wounds and heal my scars
// vendetta red
this is jack's wasted life
// fight club
and like i really deserve
a chance to sit across the
table and tell you that i
think you're wonderful and
i think you're something
special // juliana theory
just tie the rope
oh and kick the chair
just leave me hanging
there gasping for air
yeah don't mind me
three feet from the
ceiling // the format
sometimes the hardest thing to see
is yourself
x 11:49 PM
/Tuesday, May 25, 2004/
Currently playing: AFI - The Leaving Song Part II
Current mood: annoyed
Currently thinking: this is so eerily cheery compared to all my past layouts..
Today's horoscope: too lazy to get it
Message: 12 days of school left
anything worth having is worth waiting for
tidal waves, they rip
right through me...
tears from eyes worn
cold and sad. pick me
up now, i need you
so bad..
// blink 182
life's no storybook.
love's an excuse to
get hurt. do you like
to hurt? i do
hurt me. hurt me.
// bright eyes
if you were me, you'd be screaming
someone shoot me. // bowling for soup
be optomistic.
all the people you
hate now are
eventually going
to die
// tom green
yesterday i forgot
to breathe for like
the 6th time this
week // atreyu
guaranteed to make your body rock
// beastie boys
today i couldn't stay
awake.. feels like
i'm drowning in this
firewater lake...
i won't be sleeping
much tonight..
// yellowcard
i think its time you
took the chance
and put your hand
in mine...
// mxpx
not another stupid little teenage fucking whore
// senses fail
sometimes the hardest thing to see
is yourself
x 7:35 PM
/Monday, May 17, 2004/
Currently playing: The Postal Service - Clark Gable
Current mood: tired
Currently thinking: headache, cant think
Today's horoscope: You may be looking for some new values in your personal life, dear Gemini. You are no longer interested in superficial or frivolous relationships today. You need to meet different kinds of people and to select those of your friends that are really worth keeping. So don't worry if you feel like taking a step back to get some perspective on things, because this is the time to do it. Relationships are too important to you for you to neglect them...
Message: frivolous reminds me of fribbles (spelling?) from Friendlys..
because if my life wasn't a mess...
well... it wouldn't be mine
you and me, you know that we
we're always funny, in that
car crash sort of way
// boys night out
so here's your valentine, bouquet
of clumsy words, a simple melody,
this world's an ugly place, but
you're so beautiful to me
// blink 182
the more you suffer, the more it shows you really care
// the offspring
and i'm screaming at the top of
my lungs, pretending the echoes
belong to someone... someone i
used to know...
// the postal service
i don't know why someone
doesn't throw a big black
umbrella over our heads
and pull us all in out of
the rain...
// a prozac nation
one day you'll see the clear blue, beyond the gray sky
// 311
when you smile, i melt inside,
i'm not worthy of a minute of
your time, i really wish it was
only me and you, i'm jealous
of everybody in the room,
please don't look at me with
those eyes, please don't hint
that you're capable of lies..
// blink 182
but even if we don't have the
power to choose where we come
from, we can still choose where
we go from there. we can still do
things. and we can try to feel
okay about them...
// the perks of being a wallflower
color the coast with your smile
it's the most genuine thing i've ever seen
// dashboard confessional
sometimes the hardest thing to see
is yourself
x 7:24 PM
